Chapter 27
Ro
Monday, November 5, 2012
Catching Fire Chaper 26
Chapter 26
The anthem begins, but there are no faces in the sky tonight.
The audience will be restless, thirsting for blood. Beetee's trap holds enough
promise, though, that the Gamemakers haven't sent in other attacks. Perhaps they
are simply curious to see if it will work.
At what Finnick and I judge to be about nine, we leave our
shell-strewn camp, cross to the twelve o'clock beach, and begin to quietly hike
up to the lightning tree in the light of the moon. Our full stomachs make us
more uncomfortable and breathless than we were on the morning's climb. I begin
to regret those last dozen oysters.
Beetee asks Finnick to assist him, and the rest of us stand
guard. Before he even attaches any wire to the tree, Beetee unrolls yards and
yards of the stuff. He has Finnick secure it tightly around a broken branch and
lay it on the ground. Then they stand on either side of the tree, passing the
spool back and forth as they wrap the wire around and around the trunk. At first
it seems arbitrary, then I see a pattern, like an intricate maze, appearing in
the moonlight on Beetee's side. I wonder if it makes any difference how the
wire's placed, or if this is merely to add to the speculation of the audience. I
bet most of them know as much about electricity as I do.
The work on the trunk's completed just as we hear the wave
begin. I've never really worked out at what point in the ten o'clock hour it
erupts. There must be some buildup, then the wave itself, then the aftermath of
the flooding. But the sky tells me ten-thirty.
This is when Beetee reveals the rest of the plan. Since we
move most swiftly through the trees, he wants Johanna and me to take the coil
down through the jungle, unwinding the wire as we go. We are to lay it across
the twelve o'clock beach and drop the metal spool, with whatever is left, deep
into the water, making sure it sinks. Then run for the jungle. If we go now,
right now, we should make it to safety.
“I want to go with them as a guard,” Peeta says immediately.
After the moment with the pearl, I know he's less willing than ever to let me
out of his sight.
“You're too slow. Besides, I'll need you on this end. Katniss
will guard,” says Beetee. “There's no time to debate this. I'm sorry. If the
girls are to get out of there alive, they need to move now.” He hands the coil
to Johanna.
I don't like the plan any more than Peeta does. How can I
protect him at a distance? But Beetee's right. With his leg, Peeta is too slow
to make it down the slope in time. Johanna and I are the fastest and most
sure-footed on the jungle floor. I can't think of any alternative. And if I
trust anyone here besides Peeta, it's Beetee.
“It's okay,” I tell Peeta. “We'll just drop the coil and come
straight back up.”
“Not into the lightning zone,” Beetee reminds me. “Head for
the tree in the one-to-two-o'clock sector. If you find you're running out of
time, move over one more. Don't even think about going back on the beach,
though, until I can assess the damage.”
I take Peeta's face in my hands. “Don't worry. I'll see you
at midnight.” I give him a kiss and, before he can object any further, I let go
and turn to Johanna. “Ready?”
“Why not?” says Johanna with a shrug. She's clearly no
happier about being teamed up than I am. But we're all caught up in Beetee's
trap. “You guard, I'll unwind. We can trade off later.”
Without further discussion, we head down the slope. In fact
there's very little discussion between us at all. We move at a pretty good clip,
one manning the coil, the other keeping watch. About halfway down, we hear the
clicking beginning to rise, indicating it's after eleven.
“Better hurry,” Johanna says. “I want to put a lot of
distance between me and that water before the lightning hits. Just in case Volts
miscalculated something.”
“I'll take the coil for a while,” I say. It's harder work
laying out the wire than guarding, and she's had a long turn.
“Here,” Johanna says, passing me the coil.
Both of our hands are still on the metal cylinder when
there's a slight vibration. Suddenly the thin golden wire from above springs
down at us, bunching in tangled loops and curls around our wrists. Then the
severed end snakes up to our feet.
It only takes a second to register this rapid turn of events.
Johanna and I look at each other, but neither of us has to say it. Someone not
far above us has cut the wire. And they will be on us at any moment.
My hand frees itself from the wire and has just closed on the
feathers of an arrow when the metal cylinder smashes into the side of my head.
The next thing I know, I'm lying on my back in the vines, a terrible pain in my
left temple. Something's wrong with my eyes. My vision blurs in and out of focus
as I strain to make the two moons floating up in the sky into one. It's hard to
breathe, and I realize Johanna's sitting on my chest, pinning me at the
shoulders with her knees.
There's a stab in my left forearm. I try to jerk away but I'm
still too incapacitated. Johanna's digging something, I guess the point of her
knife, into my flesh, twisting it around. There's an excruciating ripping
sensation and warmth runs down my wrist, filling my palm. She swipes down my arm
and coats half my face with my blood.
“Stay down!” she hisses. Her weight leaves my body and I'm
alone.
Stay down? I think. What? What is happening? My eyes shut, blocking out the
inconsistent world, as I try to make sense of my situation.
All I can think of is Johanna shoving Wiress to the beach.
“Just stay down, will you?” But she didn't attack
Wiress. Not like this. I'm not Wiress, anyway. I'm not Nuts. “Just stay down, will you?” echoes around inside my
brain.
Footsteps coming. Two pairs. Heavy, not trying to conceal
their whereabouts.
Brutus's voice. “She's good as dead! Come on, Enobaria!” Feet
moving into the night.
Am I? I drift in and out of consciousness looking for an
answer. Am I as good as dead? I'm in no position to make an argument to the
contrary. In fact, rational thinking is a struggle. This much I know. Johanna
attacked me. Smashed that cylinder into my head. Cut my arm, probably doing
irreparable damage to veins and arteries, and then Brutus and Enobaria showed up
before she had time to finish me off.
The alliance is over. Finnick and Johanna must have had an
agreement to turn on us tonight. I knew we should have left this morning. I
don't know where Beetee stands. But I'm fair game, and so is Peeta.
Peeta! My eyes fly open in panic.
Peeta is waiting up by the tree, unsuspecting and off guard. Maybe Finnick has
even killed him already. “No,” I whisper. That wire was cut from a short
distance away by the Careers. Finnick and Beetee and Peeta—they can't know
what's going on down here. They can only be wondering what has happened, why the
wire has gone slack or maybe even sprung back to the tree. This, in itself,
can't be a signal to kill, can it? Surely this was just Johanna deciding the
time had come to break with us. Kill me. Escape from the Careers. Then bring
Finnick into the fight as soon as possible.
I don't know. I don't know. I only know that I must get back
to Peeta and keep him alive. It takes every ounce of will I have to push up into
a sitting position and drag myself up the side of a tree to my feet. It's lucky
I have something to hold on to because the jungle's tilting back and forth.
Without any warning, I lean forward and vomit up the seafood feast, heaving
until there can't possibly be an oyster left in my body. Trembling and slick
with sweat, I assess my physical condition.
As I lift up my damaged arm, blood sprays me in the face and
the world makes another alarming shift. I squeeze my eyes shut and cling to the
tree until things steady a little. Then I take a few careful steps to a
neighboring tree, pull off some moss, and without examining the wound further,
tightly bandage my arm. Better. Definitely better not to see it. Then I allow my
hand to tentatively touch my head wound. There's a huge lump but not too much
blood. Obviously I've got some internal damage, but I don't seem in danger of
bleeding to death. At least not through my head.
I dry my hands on moss and get a shaky grip on my bow with my
damaged left arm. Secure the notch of an arrow to the string. Make my feet move
up the slope.
Peeta. My dying wish. My promise. To keep him alive. My heart
lifts a bit when I realize he must be alive because no cannon has fired. Maybe
Johanna was acting alone, knowing Finnick would side with her once her
intentions were clear. Although it's hard to guess what goes on between those
two. I think of how he looked to her for confirmation before he'd agree to help
set Beetee's trap. There's a much deeper alliance based on years of friendship
and who knows what else. Therefore, if Johanna has turned on me, I should no
longer trust Finnick.
I reach this conclusion only seconds before I hear someone
running down the slope toward me. Neither Peeta nor Beetee could move at this
pace. I duck behind a curtain of vines, concealing myself just in time. Finnick
flies by me, his skin shadowy with medicine, leaping through the undergrowth
like a deer. He soon reaches the sight of my attack, must see the blood.
“Johanna! Katniss!” he calls. I stay put until he goes in the direction Johanna
and the Careers took.
I move as quickly as I can without sending the world into a
whirl. My head throbs with the rapid beat of my heart. The insects, possibly
excited by the smell of blood, have increased their clicking until it's a
continuous roar in my ears. No, wait. Maybe my ears are actually ringing from
the hit. Until the insects shut up, it will be impossible to tell. But when the
insects go silent, the lightning will start. I have to move faster. I have to
get to Peeta.
The boom of a cannon pulls me up short. Someone has died. I
know that with everyone running around armed and scared right now, it could be
anybody. But whoever it is, I believe the death will trigger a kind of
free-for-all out here in the night. People will kill first and wonder about
their motives later. I force my legs into a run.
Something snags my feet and I sprawl out on the ground. I
feel it wrapping around me, entwining me in sharp fibers. A net! This must be
one of Finnick's fancy nets, positioned to trap me, and he must be nearby,
trident in hand. I flail around for a moment, only working the web more tightly
around me, and then I catch a glimpse of it in the moonlight. Confused, I lift
my arm and see it's entangled in shimmering golden threads. It's not one of
Finnick's nets at all, but Beetee's wire. I carefully rise to my feet and find
I'm in a patch of the stuff that caught on a trunk on its way back to the
lightning tree. Slowly I disengage myself from the wire, step out of its reach,
and continue uphill.
On the good side, I'm on the right path and have not been so
disoriented by the head injury as to lose my sense of direction. On the bad
side, the wire has reminded me of the oncoming lightning storm. I can still hear
the insects, but are they starting to fade?
I keep the loops of wire a few feet to my left as a guide as
I run but take great care not to touch them. If those insects are fading and the
first bolt is about to strike the tree, then all its power will come surging
down that wire and anyone in contact with it will die.
The tree swims into view, its trunk festooned with gold. I
slow down, try to move with some stealth, but I'm really just lucky to be
upright. I look for a sign of the others. No one. No one is there. “Peeta?” I
call softly. “Peeta?”
A soft moan answers me and I whip around to find a figure
lying higher up on the ground. “Beetee!” I exclaim. I hurry and kneel beside
him. The moan must have been involuntary. He's not conscious, although I can see
no wound except a gash below the crook of his elbow. I grab a nearby handful of
moss and clumsily wrap it while I try to rouse him. “Beetee! Beetee, what's
going on! Who cut you? Beetee!” I shake him in the way you should never shake an
injured person, but I don't know what else to do. He moans again and briefly
raises a hand to ward me off.
This is when I notice he's holding a knife, one Peeta was
carrying earlier, I think, which is wrapped loosely in wire.
Perplexed, I stand and lift the wire, confirming it's
attached back at the tree. It takes me a moment to remember the second, much
shorter strand that Beetee wound around a branch and left on the ground before
he even began his design on the tree. I'd thought it had some electrical
significance, had been set aside to be used later. But it never was, because
there's probably a good twenty, twenty-five yards here.
I squint hard up the hill and realize we're only a few paces
from the force field. There's the telltale square, high up and to my right, just
as it was this morning. What did Beetee do? Did he actually try to drive the
knife into the force field the way Peeta did by accident? And what's the deal
with the wire? Was this his backup plan? If electrifying the water failed, did
he mean to send the lightning bolt's energy into the force field? What would
that do, anyway? Nothing? A great deal? Fry us all? The force field must mostly
be energy, too, I guess. The one in the Training Center was invisible. This one
seems to somehow mirror the jungle. But I've seen it falter when Peeta's knife
struck it and when my arrows hit. The real world lies right behind it.
My ears are not ringing. It was the insects after all. I know
that now because they are dying out quickly and I hear nothing but the jungle
sounds. Beetee is useless. I can't rouse him. I can't save him. I don't know
what he was trying to do with the knife and the wire and he's incapable of
explaining. The moss bandage on my arm is soaked and there's no use fooling
myself. I'm so light-headed I'll black out in a matter of minutes. I've got to
get away from this tree and—
“Katniss!” I hear his voice though he's a far distance away.
But what is he doing? Peeta must have figured out that everyone is hunting us by
now. “Katniss!”
I can't protect him. I can't move fast or far and my shooting
abilities are questionable at best. I do the one thing I can to draw the
attackers away from him and over to me. “Peeta!” I scream out. “Peeta! I'm here!
Peeta!” Yes, I will draw them in, any in my vicinity, away from Peeta and over
to me and the lightning tree that will soon be a weapon in and of itself. “I'm
here! I'm here!” He won't make it. Not with that leg in the night. He will never
make it in time. “Peeta!”
It's working. I can hear them coming. Two of them. Crashing
through the jungle. My knees start to give out and I sink down next to Beetee,
resting my weight on my heels. My bow and arrow lift into position. If I can
take them out, will Peeta survive the rest?
Enobaria and Finnick reach the lightning tree. They can't see
me, sitting above them on the slope, my skin camouflaged in ointment. I home in
on Enobaria's neck. With any luck, when I kill her, Finnick will duck behind the
tree for cover just as the lightning bolt strikes. And it will be any second.
There's only a faint insect click here and there. I can kill them now. I can
kill them both.
Another cannon.
“Katniss!” Peeta's voice howls for me. But this time I don't
answer. Beetee still breathes faintly beside me. He and I will soon die. Finnick
and Enobaria will die. Peeta is alive. Two cannons have sounded. Brutus,
Johanna, Chaff. Two of them are already dead. That will leave Peeta with only
one tribute to kill. And that is the very best I can do. One enemy.
Enemy. Enemy. The word is tugging
at a recent memory. Pulling it into the present. The look on Haymitch's face.
“Katniss, when you're in the arena ...” The scowl, the
misgiving. “What?” I hear my own voice tighten as I
bristle at some unspoken accusation. “You just remember who
the enemy is,” Haymitch says. “That's all.”
Haymitch's last words of advice to me. Why would I need
reminding? I have always known who the enemy is. Who starves and tortures and
kills us in the arena. Who will soon kill everyone I love.
My bow drops as his meaning registers. Yes, I know who the
enemy is. And it's not Enobaria.
I finally see Beetee's knife with clear eyes. My shaking
hands slide the wire from the hilt, wind it around the arrow just above the
feathers, and secure it with a knot picked up in training.
I rise, turning to the force field, fully revealing myself
but no longer caring. Only caring about where I should direct my tip, where
Beetee would have driven the knife if he'd been able to choose. My bow tilts up
at the wavering square, the flaw, the ... what did he call it that day? The
chink in the armor. I let the arrow fly, see it hit its mark and vanish, pulling
the thread of gold behind it.
My hair stands on end and the lightning strikes the tree.
A flash of white runs up the wire, and for just a moment, the
dome bursts into a dazzling blue light. I'm thrown backward to the ground, body
useless, paralyzed, eyes frozen wide, as feathery bits of matter rain down on
me. I can't reach Peeta. I can't even reach my pearl. My eyes strain to capture
one last image of beauty to take with me.
Right before the explosions begin, I find a star.
Chapter 25 Catching Fire
Catching Fire Chapter 25
When I wake, I have a brief, delicious feeling of happiness
that is somehow connected with Peeta. Happiness, of course, is a complete
absurdity at this point, since at the rate things are going, I'll be dead in a
day. And that's the best-case scenario, if I'm able to eliminate the rest of the
field, including myself, and get Peeta crowned as the winner of the Quarter
Quell. Still, the sensation's so unexpected and sweet I cling to it, if only for
a few moments. Before the gritty sand, the hot sun, and my itching skin demand a
return to reality.
Everyone's already up and watching the descent of a parachute
to the beach. I join them for another delivery of bread. It's identical to the
one we received the night before. Twenty-four rolls from District 3. That gives
us thirty-three in all. We each take five, leaving eight in reserve. No one says
it, but eight will divide up perfectly after the next death. Somehow, in the
light of day, joking about who will be around to eat the rolls has lost its
humor.
How long can we keep this alliance? I don't think anyone
expected the number of tributes to drop so quickly. What if I am wrong about the
others protecting Peeta? If things were simply coincidental, or it's all been a
strategy to win our trust to make us easy prey, or I don't understand what's
actually going on? Wait, there's no ifs about that. I don't understand what's
going on. And if I don't, it's time for Peeta and me to clear out of here.
I sit next to Peeta on the sand to eat my rolls. For some
reason, it's difficult to look at him. Maybe it was all that kissing last night,
although the two of us kissing isn't anything new. It might not even have felt
any different for him. Maybe it's knowing the brief amount of time we have left.
And how we're working at such cross-purposes when it comes to who should survive
these Games.
After we eat, I take his hand and tug him toward the water.
“Come on. I'll teach you how to swim.” I need to get him away from the others
where we can discuss breaking away. It will be tricky, because once they realize
we're severing the alliance, we'll be instant targets.
If I was really teaching him to swim, I'd make him take off
the belt since it keeps him afloat, but what does it matter now? So I just show
him the basic stroke and let him practice going back and forth in waist-high
water. At first, I notice Johanna keeping a careful eye on us, but eventually
she loses interest and goes to take a nap. Finnick's weaving a new net out of
vines and Beetee plays with his wire. I know the time has come.
While Peeta has been swimming, I've discovered something. My
remaining scabs are starting to peel off. By gently rubbing a handful of sand up
and down my arm, I clean off the rest of the scales, revealing fresh new skin
underneath.
I stop Peeta's practice, on the pretext of showing him how to
rid himself of the itchy scabs, and as we scrub ourselves, I bring up our
escape.
“Look, the pool is down to eight. I think it's time we took
off,” I say under my breath, although I doubt any of the tributes can hear
me.
Peeta nods, and I can see him considering my proposition.
Weighing if the odds will be in our favor. “Tell you what,” he says. “Let's
stick around until Brutus and Enobaria are dead. I think Beetee's trying to put
together some kind of trap for them now. Then, I promise, we'll go.”
I'm not entirely convinced. But if we leave now, we'll have
two sets of adversaries after us. Maybe three, because who knows what Chaff's up
to? Plus the clock to contend with. And then there's Beetee to think of. Johanna
only brought him for me, and if we leave she'll surely kill him. Then I
remember. I can't protect Beetee, too. There can only be one victor and it has
to be Peeta. I must accept this. I must make decisions based on his survival
only.
“All right,” I say. “We'll stay until the Careers are dead.
But that's the end of it.” I turn and wave to Finnick. “Hey, Finnick, come on
in! We figured out how to make you pretty again!”
The three of us scour all the scabs from our bodies, helping
with the others' backs, and come out the same pink as the sky. We apply another
round of medicine because the skin seems too delicate for the sunlight, but it
doesn't look half as bad on smooth skin and will be good camouflage in the
jungle.
Beetee calls us over, and it turns out that during all those
hours of fiddling with wire, he has indeed come up with a plan. “I think we'll
all agree our next job is to kill Brutus and Enobaria,” he says mildly. “I doubt
they'll attack us openly again, now that they're so outnumbered. We could track
them down, I suppose, but it's dangerous, exhausting work.”
“Do you think they've figured out about the clock?” I
ask.
“If they haven't, they'll figure it out soon enough. Perhaps
not as specifically as we have. But they must know that at least some of the
zones are wired for attacks and that they're reoccurring in a circular fashion.
Also, the fact that our last fight was cut off by Gamemaker intervention will
not have gone unnoticed by them. We know it was an attempt to disorient us, but
they must be asking themselves why it was done, and this, too, may lead them to
the realization that the arena's a clock,” says Beetee. “So I think our best bet
will be setting our own trap.”
“Wait, let me get Johanna up,” says Finnick. “She'll be rabid
if she thinks she missed something this important.”
“Or not,” I mutter, since she's always pretty much rabid, but
I don't stop him, because I'd be angry myself if I was excluded from a plan at
this point.
When she's joined us, Beetee shoos us all back a bit so he
can have room to work in the sand. He swiftly draws a circle and divides it into
twelve wedges. It's the arena, not rendered in-Peeta's precise strokes but in
the rough lines of a man whose mind is occupied by other, far more complex
things. “If you were Brutus and Enobaria, knowing what you do now about the
jungle, where would you feel safest?” Beetee asks. There's nothing patronizing
in his voice, and yet I can't help thinking he reminds me of a schoolteacher
about to ease children into a lesson. Perhaps it's the age difference, or simply
that Beetee is probably about a million times smarter than the rest of us.
“Where we are now. On the beach,” says Peeta. “It's the
safest place.”
“So why aren't they on the beach?” says Beetee.
“Because we're here,” says Johanna impatiently.
“Exactly. We're here, claiming the beach. Now where would you
go?” says Beetee.
I think about the deadly jungle, the occupied beach. “I'd
hide just at the edge of the jungle. So I could escape if an attack came. And so
I could spy on us.”
“Also to eat,” Finnick says. “The jungle's full of strange
creatures and plants. But by watching us, I'd know the seafood's safe.”
Beetee smiles at us as if we've exceeded his expectations.
“Yes, good. You do see. Now here's what I propose: a twelve o'clock strike. What
happens exactly at noon and at midnight?”
“The lightning bolt hits the tree,” I say.
“Yes. So what I'm suggesting is that after the bolt hits at
noon, but before it hits at midnight, we run my wire from that tree all the way
down into the saltwater, which is, of course, highly conductive. When the bolt
strikes, the electricity will travel down the wire and into not only the water
but also the surrounding beach, which will still be damp from the ten o'clock
wave. Anyone in contact with those surfaces at that moment will be
electrocuted,” says Beetee.
There's a long pause while we all digest Beetee's plan. It
seems a bit fantastical to me, impossible even. But why? I've set thousands of
snares. Isn't this just a larger snare with a more scientific component? Could
it work? How can we even question it, we tributes trained to gather fish and
lumber and coal? What do we know about harnessing power from the sky?
Peeta takes a stab at it. “Will that wire really be able to
conduct that much power, Beetee? It looks so fragile, like it would just burn
up.”
“Oh, it will. But not until the current has passed through
it. It will act something like a fuse, in fact. Except the electricity will
travel along it,” says Beetee.
“How do you know?” asks Johanna, clearly not convinced.
“Because I invented it,” says Beetee, as if slightly
surprised. “It's not actually wire in the usual sense. Nor is the lightning
natural lightning nor the tree a real tree. You know trees better than any of
us, Johanna. It would be destroyed by now, wouldn't it?”
“Yes,” she says glumly.
“Don't worry about the wire — it will do just what I say,”
Beetee assures us.
“And where will we be when this happens?” asks Finnick.
“Far enough up in the jungle to be safe,” Beetee replies.
“The Careers will be safe, too, then, unless they're in the
vicinity of the water,” I point out. “That's right,” says Beetee.
“But all the seafood will be cooked,” says Peeta.
“Probably more than cooked,” says Beetee. “We will most
likely be eliminating that as a food source for good. But you found other edible
things in the jungle, right, Katniss?”
“Yes. Nuts and rats,” I say. “And we have sponsors.”
“Well, then. I don't see that as a problem,” says Beetee.
“But as we are allies and this will require all our efforts, the decision of
whether or not to attempt it is up to you four.”
We are like schoolchildren. Completely unable to dispute his
theory with anything but the most elementary concerns. Most of which don't even
have anything to do with his actual plan. I look at the others' disconcerted
faces. “Why not?” I say. “If it fails, there's no harm done. If it works,
there's a decent chance we'll kill them. And even if we don't and just kill the
seafood, Brutus and Enobaria lose it as a food source, too.”
“I say we try it,” says Peeta. “Katniss is right.”
Finnick looks at Johanna and raises his eyebrows. He will not
go forward without her. “All right,” she says finally. “It's better than hunting
them down in the jungle, anyway. And I doubt they'll figure out our plan, since
we can barely understand it ourselves.”
Beetee wants to inspect the lightning tree before he has to
rig it. Judging by the sun, it's about nine in the morning. We have to leave our
beach soon, anyway. So we break camp, walk over to the beach that borders the
lightning section, and head into the jungle. Beetee's still too weak to hike up
the slope on his own, so Finnick and Peeta take turns carrying him. I let
Johanna lead because it's a pretty straight shot up to the tree, and I figure
she can't get us too lost. Besides, I can do a lot more damage with a sheath of
arrows than she can with two axes, so I'm the best one to bring up the rear.
The dense, muggy air weighs on me. There's been no break from
it since the Games began. I wish Haymitch would stop sending us that District 3
bread and get us some more of that District 4 stuff, because I've sweated out
buckets in the last two days, and even though I've had the fish, I'm craving
salt. A piece of ice would be another good idea. Or a cold drink of water. I'm
grateful for the fluid from the trees, but it's the same temperature as the
seawater and the air and the other tributes and me. We're all just one big, warm
stew.
As we near the tree, Finnick suggests I take the lead.
“Katniss can hear the force field,” he explains to Beetee and Johanna.
“Hear it?” asks Beetee.
“Only with the ear the Capitol reconstructed,” I say. Guess
who I'm not fooling with that story? Beetee. Because surely he remembers that he
showed me how to spot a force field, and probably it's impossible to hear force
fields, anyway. But, for whatever reason, he doesn't question my claim.
“Then by all means, let Katniss go first,” he says, pausing a
moment to wipe the steam off his glasses. “Force fields are nothing to play
around with.”
The lightning tree's unmistakable as it towers so high above
the others. I find a bunch of nuts and make everybody wait while I move slowly
up the slope, tossing the nuts ahead of me. But I see the force field almost
immediately, even before a nut hits it, because it's only about fifteen yards
away. My eyes, which are sweeping the greenery before me, catch sight of the
rippled square high up and to my right. I throw a nut directly in front of me
and hear it sizzle in confirmation.
“Just stay below the lightning tree,” I tell the others.
We divide up duties. Finnick guards Beetee while he examines
the tree, Johanna taps for water, Peeta gathers nuts, and I hunt nearby. The
tree rats don't seem to have any fear of humans, so I take down three easily.
The sound of the ten o'clock wave reminds me I should get back, and I return to
the others and clean my kill. Then I draw a line in the dirt a few feet from the
force field as a reminder to keep back, and Peeta and I settle down to roast
nuts and sear cubes of rat.
Beetee is still messing around the tree, doing I don't know
what, taking measurements and such. At one point he snaps off a sliver of bark,
joins us, and throws it against the force field. It bounces back and lands on
the ground, glowing. In a few moments it returns to its original color. “Well,
that explains a lot,” says Beetee. I look at Peeta and can't help biting my lip
to keep from laughing since it explains absolutely nothing to anyone but
Beetee.
About this time we hear the sound of clicks rising from the
sector adjacent to us. That means it's eleven o'clock. It's far louder in the
jungle than it was on the beach last night. We all listen intently.
“It's not mechanical,” Beetee says decidedly.
“I'd guess insects,” I say. “Maybe beetles.”
“Something with pincers,” adds Finnick.
The sound swells, as if alerted by our quiet words to the
proximity of live flesh. Whatever is making that clicking, I bet it could strip
us to the bone in seconds.
“We should get out of here, anyway,” says Johanna. “There's
less than an hour before the lightning starts.”
We don't go that far, though. Only to the identical tree in
the blood-rain section. We have a picnic of sorts, squatting on the ground,
eating our jungle food, waiting for the bolt that signals noon. At Beetee's
request, I climb up into the canopy as the clicking begins to fade out. When the
lightning strikes, it's dazzling, even from here, even in this bright sunlight.
It completely encompasses the distant tree, making it glow a hot blue-white and
causing the surrounding air to crackle with electricity. I swing down and report
my findings to Beetee, who seems satisfied, even if I'm not terribly
scientific.
We take a circuitous route back to the ten o'clock beach. The
sand is smooth and damp, swept clean by the recent wave. Beetee essentially
gives us the afternoon off while he works with the wire. Since it's his weapon
and the rest of us have to defer to his knowledge so entirely, there's the odd
feeling of being let out of school early. At first we take turns having naps in
the shadowy edge of the jungle, but by late afternoon everyone is awake and
restless. We decide, since this might be our last chance for seafood, to make a
sort of feast of it. Under Finnick's guidance we spear fish and gather
shellfish, even dive for oysters. I like this last part best, not because I have
any great appetite for oysters. I only ever tasted them once, in the Capitol,
and I couldn't get around the sliminess. But it's lovely, deep down under the
water, like being in a different world. The water's very clear, and schools of
bright-hued fish and strange sea flowers decorate the sand floor.
Johanna keeps watch while Finnick, Peeta, and I clean and lay
out the seafood. Peeta's just pried open an oyster when I hear him give a laugh.
“Hey, look at this!” He holds up a glistening, perfect pearl about the size of a
pea. “You know, if you put enough pressure on coal it turns to pearls,” he says
earnestly to Finnick.
“No, it doesn't,” says Finnick dismissively. But I crack up,
remembering that's how a clueless Effie Trinket presented us to the people of
the Capitol last year, before anyone knew us. As coal pressured into pearls by
our weighty existence. Beauty that arose out of pain.
Peeta rinses the pearl off in the water and hands it to me.
“For you.” I hold it out on my palm and examine its iridescent surface in the
sunlight. Yes, I will keep it. For the few remaining hours of my life I will
keep it close. This last gift from Peeta. The only one I can really accept.
Perhaps it will give me strength in the final moments.
“Thanks,” I say, closing my fist around it. I look coolly
into the blue eyes of the person who is now my greatest opponent, the person who
would keep me alive at his own expense. And I promise myself I will defeat his
plan.
The laughter drains from those eyes, and they are staring so
intensely into mine, it's like they can read my thoughts. “The locket didn't
work, did it?” Peeta says, even though Finnick is right there. Even though
everyone can hear him. “Katniss?”
“It worked,” I say.
“But not the way I wanted it to,” he says, averting his
glance. After that he will look at nothing but oysters.
Just as we're about to eat, a parachute appears bearing two
supplements to our meal. A small pot of spicy red sauce and yet another round of
rolls from District 3. Finnick, of course, immediately counts them. “Twenty-four
again,” he says.
Thirty-two rolls, then. So we each take five, leaving seven,
which will never divide equally. It's bread for only one.
The salty fish flesh, the succulent shellfish. Even the
oysters seem tasty, vastly improved by the sauce. We gorge ourselves until no
one can hold another bite, and even then there are leftovers. They won't keep,
though, so we toss all the remaining food back into the water so the Careers
won't get it when we leave. No one bothers about the shells. The wave should
clear those away.
There's nothing to do now but wait. Peeta and I sit at the
edge of the water, hand in hand, wordless. He gave his speech last night but it
didn't change my mind, and nothing I can say will change his. The time for
persuasive gifts is over.
I have the pearl, though, secured in a parachute with the
spile and the medicine at my waist. I hope it makes it back to District 12.
Surely my mother and Prim will know to return it to Peeta
before they bury my body.
Catching Fire Chapter 24
Chapter 24
Where is she? What are they doing to
her? “Prim!” I cry out. “Prim!” Only another agonized scream answers me.
How did she get here? Why is she part of the Games?
“Prim!”
Vines cut into my face and arms, creepers grab my feet. But I
am getting closer to her. Closer. Very close now. Sweat pours down my face,
stinging the healing acid wounds. I pant, trying to get some use out of the
warm, moist air that seems empty of oxygen. Prim makes a sound — such a lost,
irretrievable sound—that I can't even imagine what they have done to evoke
it.
“Prim!” I rip through a wall of green into a small clearing
and the sound repeats directly above me. Above me? My head whips back. Do they
have her up in the trees? I desperately search the branches but see nothing.
“Prim?” I say pleadingly. I hear her but can't see her. Her next wail rings out,
clear as a bell, and there's no mistaking the source. It's coming from the mouth
of a small, crested black bird perched on a branch about ten feet over my head.
And then I understand.
It's a jabberjay.
I've never seen one before — I thought they no longer
existed—and for a moment, as I lean against the trunk of the tree, clutching the
stitch in my side, I examine it. The muttation, the forerunner, the father. I
pull up a mental image of a mockingbird, fuse it with the jabberjay, and yes, I
can see how they mated to make my mockingjay. There is nothing about the bird
that suggests it's a mutt. Nothing except the horribly lifelike sounds of Prim's
voice streaming from its mouth. I silence it with an arrow in its throat. The
bird falls to the ground. I remove my arrow and wring its neck for good measure.
Then I hurl the revolting thing into the jungle. No degree of hunger would ever
tempt me to eat it.
It wasn't real, I tell myself.
The same way the muttation wolves last year weren't really
the dead tributes. It's just a sadistic trick of the Gamemakers.
Finnick crashes into the clearing to find me wiping my arrow
clean with some moss. “Katniss?”
“It's okay. I'm okay,” I say, although I don't feel okay at
all. “I thought I heard my sister but—” The piercing shriek cuts me off. It's
another voice, not Prim's, maybe a young woman's. I don't recognize it. But the
effect on Finnick is instantaneous. The color vanishes from his face and I can
actually see his pupils dilate in fear. “Finnick, wait!” I say, reaching out to
reassure him, but he's bolted away. Gone off in pursuit of the victim, as
mindlessly as I pursued Prim. “Finnick!” I call, but I know he won't turn back
and wait for me to give a rational explanation. So all I can do is follow
him.
It's no effort to track him, even though he's moving so fast,
since he leaves a clear, trampled path in his wake. But the bird is at least a
quarter mile away, most of it uphill, and by the time I reach him, I'm winded.
He's circling around a giant tree. The trunk must be four feet in diameter and
the limbs don't even begin until twenty feet up. The woman's shrieks emanate
from somewhere in the foliage, but the jabberjay's concealed. Finnick's
screaming as well, over and over. “Annie! Annie!” He's in a state of panic and
completely unreachable, so I do what I would do anyway. I scale an adjacent
tree, locate the jabberjay, and take it out with an arrow. It falls straight
down, landing right at Finnick's feet. He picks it up, slowly making the
connection, but when I slide down to join him, he looks more despairing than
ever.
“It's all right, Finnick. It's just a jabberjay. They're
playing a trick on us,” I say. “It's not real. It's not your ... Annie.”
“No, it's not Annie. But the voice was hers. Jabberjays mimic
what they hear. Where did they get those screams, Katniss?” he says.
I can feel my own cheeks grow pale as I understand his
meaning. “Oh, Finnick, you don't think they ...”
“Yes. I do. That's exactly what I think,” he says.
I have an image of Prim in a white room, strapped to a table,
while masked, robed figures elicit those sounds from her. Somewhere they are
torturing her, or did torture her, to get those sounds. My knees turn to water
and I sink to the ground. Finnick is trying to tell me something, but I can't
hear him. What I do finally hear is another bird starting up somewhere off to my
left. And this time, the voice is Gale's.
Finnick catches my arm before I can run. “No. It's not him.”
He starts pulling me downhill, toward the beach. “We're getting out of here!”
But Gale's voice is so full of pain I can't help struggling to reach it. “It's
not him, Katniss! It's a mutt!” Finnick shouts at me. “Come on!” He moves me
along, half dragging, half carrying me, until I can process what he said. He's
right, it's just another jabberjay. I can't help Gale by chasing it down. But
that doesn't change the fact that it is Gale's voice, and somewhere, sometime,
someone has made him sound like this.
I stop fighting Finnick, though, and like the night in the
fog, I flee what I can't fight. What can only do me harm. Only this time it's my
heart and not my body that's disintegrating. This must be another weapon of the
clock. Four o'clock, I guess. When the hands tick-tock onto the four, the
monkeys go home and the jabberjays come out to play. Finnick is right—getting
out of here is the only thing to do. Although there will be nothing Haymitch can
send in a parachute that will help either Finnick or me recover from the wounds
the birds have inflicted.
I catch sight of Peeta and Johanna standing at the tree line
and I'm filled with a mixture of relief and anger. Why didn't Peeta come to help
me? Why did no one come after us? Even now he hangs back, his hands raised,
palms toward us, lips moving but no words reaching us. Why?,
The wall is so transparent, Finnick and I run smack into it
and bounce back onto the jungle floor. I'm lucky. My shoulder took the worst of
the impact, whereas Finnick hit face-first and now his nose is gushing blood.
This is why Peeta and Johanna and even Beetee, who I see sadly shaking his head
behind them, have not come to our aid. An invisible barrier blocks the area in
front of us. It's not a force field. You can touch the hard, smooth surface all
you like. But Peeta's knife and Johanna's ax can't make a dent in it. I know,
without checking more than a few feet to one side, that it encloses the entire
four-to-five-o'clock wedge. That we will be trapped like rats until the hour
passes.
Peeta presses his hand against the surface and I put my own
up to meet it, as if I can feel him through the wall. I see his lips moving but
I can't hear him, can't hear anything outside our wedge. I try to make out what
he's saying, but I can't focus, so I just stare at his face, doing my best to
hang on to my sanity.
Then the birds begin to arrive. One by one. Perching in the
surrounding branches. And a carefully orchestrated chorus of horror begins to
spill out of their mouths. Finnick gives up at once, hunching on the ground,
clenching his hands over his ears as if he's trying to crush his skull. I try to
fight for a while. Emptying my quiver of arrows into the hated birds. But every
time one drops dead, another quickly takes its place. And finally I give up and
curl up beside Finnick, trying to block out the excruciating sounds of Prim,
Gale, my mother, Madge, Rory, Vick, even Posy, helpless little Posy...
I know it's stopped when I feel Peeta's hands on me, feel
myself lifted from the ground and out of the jungle. But I stay eyes squeezed
shut, hands over my ears, muscles too rigid to release. Peeta holds me on his
lap, speaking soothing words, rocking me gently. It takes a long time before I
begin to relax the iron grip on my body. And when I do, the trembling
begins.
“It's all right, Katniss,” he whispers.
“You didn't hear them,” I answer.
“I heard Prim. Right in the beginning. But it wasn't her,” he
says. “It was a jabberjay.”
“It was her. Somewhere. The jabberjay just recorded it,” I
say.
“No, that's what they want you to think. The same way I
wondered if Glimmer's eyes were in that mutt last year. But those weren't
Glimmer's eyes. And that wasn't Prim's voice. Or if it was, they took it from an
interview or something and distorted the sound. Made it say whatever she was
saying,” he says.
“No, they were torturing her,” I answer. “She's probably
dead.”
“Katniss, Prim isn't dead. How could they kill Prim? We're
almost down to the final eight of us. And what happens then?” Peeta says.
“Seven more of us die,” I say hopelessly.
“No, back home. What happens when they reach the final eight
tributes in the Games?” He lifts my chin so I have to look at him. Forces me to
make eye contact. “What happens? At the final eight?”
I know he's trying to help me, so I make myself think. “At
the final eight?” I repeat. “They interview your family and friends back
home.”
“That's right,” says Peeta. “They interview your family and
friends. And can they do that if they've killed them all?”
“No?” I ask, still unsure.
“No. That's how we know Prim's alive. She'll be the first one
they interview, won't she?” he asks.
I want to believe him. Badly. It's just ... those voices
...
“First Prim. Then your mother. Your cousin, Gale. Madge,” he
continues. “It was a trick, Katniss. A horrible one. But we're the only ones who
can be hurt by it. We're the ones in the Games. Not them.”
“You really believe that?” I say.
“I really do,” says Peeta. I waver, thinking of how Peeta can
make anyone believe anything. I look over at Finnick for confirmation, see he's
fixated on Peeta, his words.
“Do you believe it, Finnick?” I ask.
“It could be true. I don't know,” he says. “Could they do
that, Beetee? Take someone's regular voice and make it ...”
“Oh, yes. It's not even that difficult, Finnick. Our children
learn a similar technique in school,” says Beetee.
“Of course Peeta's right. The whole country adores Katniss's
little sister. If they really killed her like this, they'd probably have an
uprising on their hands,” says Johanna flatly. “Don't want that, do they?” She
throws back her head and shouts, “Whole country in rebellion? Wouldn't want
anything like that!”
My mouth drops open in shock. No one, ever, says anything
like this in the Games. Absolutely, they've cut away from Johanna, are editing
her out. But I have heard her and can never think about her again in the same
way. She'll never win any awards for kindness, but she certainly is gutsy. Or
crazy. She picks up some shells and heads toward the jungle. “I'm getting
water,” she says.
I can't help catching her hand as she passes me. “Don't go in
there. The birds—” I remember the birds must be gone, but I still don't want
anyone in there. Not even her.
“They can't hurt me. I'm not like the rest of you. There's no
one left I love,” Johanna says, and frees her hand with an impatient shake. When
she brings me back a shell of water, I take it with a silent nod of thanks,
knowing how much she would despise the pity in my voice.
While Johanna collects water and my arrows, Beetee fiddles
with his wire, and Finnick takes to the water. I need to clean up, too, but I
stay in Peeta's arms, still too shaken to move.
“Who did they use against Finnick?” he asks.
“Somebody named Annie,” I say.
“Must be Annie Cresta,” he says.
“Who?” I ask.
“Annie Cresta. She was the girl Mags volunteered for. She won
about five years ago,” says Peeta.
That would have been the summer after my father died, when I
first began feeding my family, when my whole being was occupied with battling
starvation. “I don't remember those Games much,” I say. “Was that the earthquake
year?”
“Yeah. Annie's the one who went mad when her district partner
got beheaded. Ran off by herself and hid. But an earthquake broke a dam and most
of the arena got flooded. She won because she was the best swimmer,” says
Peeta.
“Did she get better after?” I ask. “I mean, her mind?”
“I don't know. I don't remember ever seeing her at the Games
again. But she didn't look too stable during the reaping this year,” says
Peeta.
So that's who Finnick loves, I
think. Not his string of fancy lovers in the Capitol. But a
poor, mad girl back home.
A cannon blast brings us all together on the beach. A
hovercraft appears in what we estimate to be the six-to-seven-o'clock zone. We
watch as the claw dips down five different times to retrieve the pieces of one
body, torn apart. It's impossible to tell who it was. Whatever happens at six
o'clock, I never want to know.
Peeta draws a new map on a leaf, adding a JJ for jabberjays in the four-to-five-o'clock section and
simply writing beast in the one where we saw the
tribute collected in pieces. We now have a good idea of what seven of the hours
will bring. And if there's any positive to the jabberjay attack, it's that it
let us know where we are on the clock face again.
Finnick weaves yet another water basket and a net for
fishing. I take a quick swim and put more ointment on my skin. Then I sit at the
edge of the water, cleaning the fish Finnick catches and watching the sun drop
below the horizon. The bright moon is already on the rise, filling the arena
with that strange twilight. We're about to settle down to our meal of raw fish
when the anthem begins. And then the faces ...
Cashmere. Gloss. Wiress. Mags. The woman from District 5. The
morphling who gave her life for Peeta. Blight. The man from 10.
Eight dead. Plus eight from the first night. Two-thirds of us
gone in a day and a half. That must be some kind of record.
“They're really burning through us,” says Johanna. “Who's
left? Besides us five and District Two?” asks Finnick.
“Chaff,” says Peeta, without needing to think about it.
Perhaps he's been keeping an eye out for him because of Haymitch.
A parachute comes down with a pile of bite-sized
square-shaped rolls. “These are from your district, right, Beetee?” Peeta
asks.
“Yes, from District Three,” he says. “How many are
there?”
Finnick counts them, turning each one over in his hands
before he sets it in a neat configuration. I don't know what it is with Finnick
and bread, but he seems obsessed with handling it. “Twenty-four,” he says.
“An even two dozen, then?” says Beetee.
“Twenty-four on the nose,” says Finnick. “How should we
divide them?”
“Let's each have three, and whoever is still alive at
breakfast can take a vote on the rest,” says Johanna. I don't know why this
makes me laugh a little. I guess because it's true. When I do, Johanna gives me
a look that's almost approving. No, not approving. But maybe slightly
pleased.
We wait until the giant wave has flooded out of the
ten-to-eleven-o'clock section, wait for the water to recede, and then go to that
beach to make camp. Theoretically, we should have a full twelve hours of safety
from the jungle. There's an unpleasant chorus of clicking, probably from some
evil type of insect, coming from the eleven-to-twelve-o'clock wedge. But
whatever is making the sound stays within the confines of the jungle and we keep
off that part of the beach in case they're just waiting for a carelessly placed
footfall to swarm out.
I don't know how Johanna's still on her feet. She's only had
about an hour of sleep since the Games started. Peeta and I volunteer for the
first watch because we're better rested, and because we want some time alone.
The others go out immediately, although Finnick's sleep is restless. Every now
and then I hear him murmuring Annie's name.
Peeta and I sit on the damp sand, facing away from each
other, my right shoulder and hip pressed against his. I watch the water as he
watches the jungle, which is better for me. I'm still haunted by the voices of
the jabberjays, which unfortunately the insects can't drown out. After a while I
rest my head against his shoulder. Feel his hand caress my hair.
“Katniss,” he says softly, “it's no use pretending we don't
know what the other one is trying to do.” No, I guess there isn't, but it's no
fun discussing it, either. Well, not for us, anyway. The Capitol viewers will be
glued to their sets so they don't miss one wretched word.
“I don't know what kind of deal you think you've made with
Haymitch, but you should know he made me promises as well.” Of course, I know
this, too. He told Peeta they could keep me alive so that he wouldn't be
suspicious. “So I think we can assume he was lying to one of us.”
This gets my attention. A double deal. A double promise. With
only Haymitch knowing which one is real. I raise my head, meet Peeta's eyes.
“Why are you saying this now?”
“Because I don't want you forgetting how different our
circumstances are. If you die, and I live, there's no life for me at all back in
District Twelve. You're my whole life,” he says. “I would never be happy again.”
I start to object but he puts a finger to my lips. “It's different for you. I'm
not saying it wouldn't be hard. But there are other people who'd make your life
worth living.”
Peeta pulls the chain with the gold disk from around his
neck. He holds it in the moonlight so I can clearly see the mockingjay. Then his
thumb slides along a catch I didn't notice before and the disk pops open. It's
not solid, as I had thought, but a locket. And within the locket are photos. On
the right side, my mother and Prim, laughing. And on the left, Gale. Actually
smiling.
There is nothing in the world that could break me faster at
this moment than these three faces. After what I heard this afternoon ... it is
the perfect weapon.
“Your family needs you, Katniss,” Peeta says.
My family. My mother. My sister. And my pretend cousin Gale.
But Peeta's intention is clear. That Gale really is my family, or will be one
day, if I live. That I'll marry him. So Peeta's giving me his life and Gale at
the same time. To let me know I shouldn't ever have doubts about it.
Everything. That's what Peeta wants me to take from him.
I wait for him to mention the baby, to play to the cameras,
but he doesn't. And that's how I know that none of this is part of the Games.
That he is telling me the truth about what he feels.
“No one really needs me,” he says, and there's no self-pity
in his voice. It's true his family doesn't need him. They will mourn him, as
will a handful of friends. But they will get on. Even Haymitch, with the help of
a lot of white liquor, will get on. I realize only one person will be damaged
beyond repair if Peeta dies. Me.
“I do,” I say. “I need you.” He looks upset, takes a deep
breath as if to begin a long argument, and that's no good, no good at all,
because he'll start going on about Prim and my mother and everything and I'll
just get confused. So before he can talk, I stop his lips with a kiss.
I feel that thing again. The thing I only felt once before.
In the cave last year, when I was trying to get Haymitch to send us food. I
kissed Peeta about a thousand times during those Games and after. But there was
only one kiss that made me feel something stir deep inside. Only one that made
me want more. But my head wound started bleeding and he made me lie down.
This time, there is nothing but us to interrupt us. And after
a few attempts, Peeta gives up on talking. The sensation inside me grows warmer
and spreads out from my chest, down through my body, out along my arms and legs,
to the tips of my being. Instead of satisfying me, the kisses have the opposite
effect, of making my need greater. I thought I was something of an expert on
hunger, but this is an entirely new kind.
It's the first crack of the lightning storm—the bolt hitting
the tree at midnight—that brings us to our senses. It rouses Finnick as well. He
sits up with a sharp cry. I see his fingers digging into the sand as he
reassures himself that whatever nightmare he inhabited wasn't real.
“I can't sleep anymore,” he says. “One of you should rest.”
Only then does he seem to notice our expressions, the way we're wrapped around
each other. “Or both of you. I can watch alone.”
Peeta won't let him, though. “It's too dangerous,” he says.
“I'm not tired. You lie down, Katniss.” I don't object because I do need to
sleep if I'm to be of any use keeping him alive. I let him lead me over to where
the others are. He puts the chain with the locket around my neck, then rests his
hand over the spot where our baby would be. “You're going to make a great
mother, you know,” he says. He kisses me one last time and goes back to
Finnick.
His reference to the baby signals that our time-out from the
Games is over. That he knows the audience will be wondering why he hasn't used
the most persuasive argument in his arsenal. That sponsors must be
manipulated.
But as I stretch out on the sand I wonder, could it be more?
Like a reminder to me that I could still one day have kids with Gale? Well, if
that was it, it was a mistake. Because for one thing, that's never been part of
my plan.
And for another, if only one of us can be a parent, anyone
can see it should be Peeta.
As I drift off, I try to imagine that world, somewhere in the
future, with no Games, no Capitol. A place like the meadow in the song I sang to
Rue as she died. Where Peeta's child could be safe.
Catching Fire Chapter 23
Chapter 23
A clock. I can almost see the hands ticking around the
twelve-sectioned face of the arena. Each hour begins a new horror, a new
Gamemaker weapon, and ends the previous. Lightning, blood rain, fog, monkeys —
those are the first four hours on the clock. And at ten, the wave. I don't know
what happens in the other seven, but I know Wiress is right.
At present, the blood rain's falling and we're on the beach
below the monkey segment, far too close to the fog for my liking. Do the various
attacks stay within the confines of the jungle? Not necessarily. The wave
didn't. If that fog leaches out of the jungle, or the monkeys return ...
“Get up,” I order, shaking Peeta and Finnick and Johanna
awake. “Get up—we have to move.” There's enough time, though, to explain the
clock theory to them. About Wiress's tick-tocking and how the movements of the
invisible hands trigger a deadly force in each section.
I think I've convinced everyone who's conscious except
Johanna, who's naturally opposed to liking anything I suggest. But even she
agrees it's better to be safe than sorry.
While the others collect our few possessions and get Beetee
back into his jumpsuit, I rouse Wiress. She awakes with a panicked “tick,
tock!”
“Yes, tick, tock, the arena's a clock. It's a clock, Wiress,
you were right,” I say. “You were right.”
Relief floods her face — I guess because somebody has finally
understood what she's known probably from the first tolling of the bells.
“Midnight.”
“It starts at midnight,” I confirm.
A memory struggles to surface in my brain. I see a clock. No,
it's a watch, resting in Plutarch Heavensbee's palm. “It
starts at midnight,” Plutarch said. And then my mockingjay lit up briefly
and vanished. In retrospect, it's like he was giving me a clue about the arena.
But why would he? At the time, I was no more a tribute in these Games than he
was. Maybe he thought it would help me as a mentor. Or maybe this had been the
plan all along.
Wiress nods at the blood rain. “One-thirty,” she says.
“Exactly. One-thirty. And at two, a terrible poisonous fog
begins there,” I say, pointing at the nearby jungle. “So we have to move
somewhere safe now.” She smiles and stands up obediently. “Are you thirsty?” I
hand her the woven bowl and she gulps down about a quart. Finnick gives her the
last bit of bread and she gnaws on it. With the inability to communicate
overcome, she's functioning again.
I check my weapons. Tie up the spile and the tube of medicine
in the parachute and fix it to my belt with vine.
Beetee's still pretty out of it, but when Peeta tries to lift
him, he objects. “Wire,” he says.
“She's right here,” Peeta tells him. “Wiress is fine. She's
coming, too.”
But still Beetee struggles. “Wire,” he insists.
“Oh, I know what he wants,” says Johanna impatiently. She
crosses the beach and picks up the cylinder we took from his belt when we were
bathing him. It's coated in a thick layer of congealed blood. “This worthless
thing. It's some kind of wire or something. That's how he got cut. Running up to
the Cornucopia to get this. I don't know what kind of weapon it's supposed to
be. I guess you could pull off a piece and use it as a garrote or something. But
really, can you imagine Beetee garroting somebody?”
“He won his Games with wire. Setting up that electrical
trap,” says Peeta. “It's the best weapon he could have.”
There's something odd about Johanna not putting this
together. Something that doesn't quite ring true. Suspicious. “Seems like you'd
have figured that out,” I say. “Since you nicknamed him Volts and all.”
Johanna's eyes narrow at me dangerously. “Yeah, that was
really stupid of me, wasn't it?” she says. “I guess I must have been distracted
by keeping your little friends alive. While you were...what, again? Getting Mags
killed off?”
My fingers tighten on the knife handle at my belt.
“Go ahead. Try it. I don't care if you are knocked up, I'll
rip your throat out,” says Johanna.
I know I can't kill her right now. But it's just a matter of
time with Johanna and me. Before one of us offs the other.
“Maybe we all had better be careful where we step,” says
Finnick, shooting me a look. He takes the coil and sets it on Beetee's chest.
“There's your wire, Volts. Watch where you plug it.”
Peeta picks up the now-unresisting Beetee. “Where to?”
“I'd like to go to the Cornucopia and watch. Just to make
sure we're right about the clock,” says Finnick. It seems as good a plan as any.
Besides, I wouldn't mind the chance of going over the weapons again. And there
are six of us now. Even if you count Beetee and Wiress out, we've got four good
fighters. It's so different from where I was last year at this point, doing
everything on my own. Yes, it's great to have allies as long as you can ignore
the thought that you'll have to kill them.
Beetee and Wiress will probably find some way to die on their
own. If we have to run from something, how far would they get? Johanna, frankly,
I could easily kill if it came down to protecting Peeta. Or maybe even just to
shut her up. What I really need is for someone to take out Finnick for me, since
I don't think I can do it personally. Not after all he's done for Peeta. I think
about maneuvering him into some kind of encounter with the Careers. It's cold, I
know. But what are my options? Now that we know about the clock, he probably
won't die in the jungle, so someone's going to have to kill him in battle.
Because this is so repellent to think about, my mind
frantically tries to change topics. But the only thing that distracts me from my
current situation is fantasizing about killing President Snow. Not very pretty
daydreams for a seventeen-year-old girl, I guess, but very satisfying.
We walk down the nearest sand strip, approaching the
Cornucopia with care, just in case the Careers are concealed there. I doubt they
are, because we've been on the beach for hours and there's been no sign of life.
The area's abandoned, as I expected. Only the big golden horn and the
picked-over pile of weapons remain.
When Peeta lays Beetee in the bit of shade the Cornucopia
provides, he calls out to Wiress. She crouches beside him and he puts the coil
of wire in her hands. “Clean it, will you?” he asks.
Wiress nods and scampers over to the water's edge, where she
dunks the coil in the water. She starts quietly singing some funny little song,
about a mouse running up a clock. It must be for children, but it seems to make
her happy.
“Oh, not the song again,” says Johanna, rolling her eyes.
“That went on for hours before she started tick-tocking.”
Suddenly Wiress stands up very straight and points to the
jungle. “Two,” she says.
I follow her finger to where the wall of fog has just begun
to seep out onto the beach. “Yes, look, Wiress is right. It's two o'clock and
the fog has started.”
“Like clockwork,” says Peeta. “You were very smart to figure
that out, Wiress.”
Wiress smiles and goes back to singing and dunking her coil.
“Oh, she's more than smart,” says Beetee. “She's intuitive.” We all turn to look
at Beetee, who seems to be coming back to life. “She can sense things before
anyone else. Like a canary in one of your coal mines.”
“What's that?” Finnick asks me.
“It's a bird that we take down into the mines to warn us if
there's bad air,” I say.
“What's it do, die?” asks Johanna.
“It stops singing first. That's when you should get out. But
if the air's too bad, it dies, yes. And so do you.” I don't want to talk about
dying songbirds. They bring up thoughts of my father's death and Rue's death and
Maysilee Donner's death and my mother inheriting her songbird. Oh, great, and
now I'm thinking of Gale, deep down in that horrible mine, with President Snow's
threat hanging over his head. So easy to make it look like an accident down
there. A silent canary, a spark, and nothing more.
I go back to imagining killing the president.
Despite her annoyance at Wiress, Johanna's as happy as I've
seen her in the arena. While I'm adding to my stock of arrows, she pokes around
until she comes up with a pair of lethal-looking axes. It seems an odd choice
until I see her throw one with such force it sticks in the sun-softened gold of
the Cornucopia. Of course. Johanna Mason. District 7. Lumber. I bet she's been
tossing around axes since she could toddle. It's like Finnick with his trident.
Or Beetee with his wire. Rue with her knowledge of plants. I realize it's just
another disadvantage the District 12 tributes have faced over the years. We
don't go down in the mines until we're eighteen. It looks like most of the other
tributes learn something about their trades early on. There are things you do in
a mine that could come in handy in the Games. Wielding a pick. Blowing things
up. Give you an edge. The way my hunting did. But we learn them too late.
While I've been messing with the weapons, Peeta's been
squatting on the ground, drawing something with the tip of his knife on a large,
smooth leaf he brought from the jungle.
I look over his shoulder and see he's creating a map of the
arena. In the center is the Cornucopia on its circle of sand with the twelve
strips branching out from it. It looks like a pie sliced into twelve equal
wedges. There's another circle representing the waterline and a slightly larger
one indicating the edge of the jungle. “Look how the Cornucopia's positioned,”
he says to me.
I examine the Cornucopia and see what he means. “The tail
points toward twelve o'clock,” I say.
“Right, so this is the top of our clock,” he says, and
quickly scratches the numbers one through twelve around the clock face. “Twelve
to one is the lightning zone.” He writes lightning in
tiny print in the corresponding wedge, then works clockwise adding blood, fog, and monkeys in the
following sections.
“And ten to eleven is the wave,” I say. He adds it. Finnick
and Johanna join us at this point, armed to the teeth with tridents, axes, and
knives.
“Did you notice anything unusual in the others?” I ask
Johanna and Beetee, since they might have seen something we didn't. But all
they've seen is a lot of blood. “I guess they could hold anything.”
“I'm going to mark the ones where we know the Gamemakers'
weapon follows us out past the jungle, so we'll stay clear of those,” says
Peeta, drawing diagonal lines on the fog and wave beaches. Then he sits back.
“Well, it's a lot more than we knew this morning, anyway.”
We all nod in agreement, and that's when I notice it. The
silence. Our canary has stopped singing.
I don't wait. I load an arrow as I twist and get a glimpse of
a dripping-wet Gloss letting Wiress slide to the ground, her throat slit open in
a bright red smile. The point of my arrow disappears into his right temple, and
in the instant it takes to reload, Johanna has buried an ax blade in Cashmere's
chest. Finnick knocks away a spear Brutus throws at Peeta and takes Enobaria's
knife in his thigh. If there wasn't a Cornucopia to duck behind, they'd be dead,
both of the tributes from District 2. I spring forward in pursuit. Boom! Boom! Boom! The cannon confirms there's no way to help
Wiress, no need to finish off Gloss or Cashmere. My allies and I are rounding
the horn, starting to give chase to Brutus and Enobaria, who are sprinting down
a sand strip toward the jungle.
Suddenly the ground jerks beneath my feet and I'm flung on my
side in the sand. The circle of land that holds the Cornucopia starts spinning
fast, really fast, and I can see the jungle going by in a blur. I feel the
centrifugal force pulling me toward the water and dig my hands and feet into the
sand, trying to get some purchase on the unstable ground. Between the flying
sand and the dizziness, I have to squeeze my eyes shut. There is literally
nothing I can do but hold on until, with no deceleration, we slam to a stop.
Coughing and queasy, I sit up slowly to find my companions in
the same condition. Finnick, Johanna, and Peeta have hung on. The three dead
bodies have been tossed out into the seawater.
The whole thing, from missing Wiress's song to now, can't
have taken more than a minute or two. We sit there panting, scraping the sand
out of our mouths.
“Where's Volts?” says Johanna. We're on our feet. One wobbly
circle of the Cornucopia confirms he's gone. Finnick spots him about twenty
yards out in the water, barely keeping afloat, and swims out to haul him in.
That's when I remember the wire and how important it was to
him. I look frantically around. Where is it? Where is it? And then I see it,
still clutched in Wiress's hands, far out in the water. My stomach contracts at
the thought of what I must do next. “Cover me,” I say to the others. I toss
aside my weapons and race down the strip closest to her body. Without slowing
down, I dive into the water and start for her. Out of the corner of my eye, I
can see the hovercraft appearing over us, the claw starting to descend to take
her away. But I don't stop. I just keep swimming as hard as I can and end up
slamming into her body. I come up gasping, trying to avoid swallowing the
bloodstained water that spreads out from the open wound in her neck. She's
floating on her back, borne up by her belt and death, staring into that
relentless sun. As I tread water, I have to wrench the coil of wire from her
fingers, because her final grip on it is so tight. There's nothing I can do then
but close her eyelids, whisper good-bye, and swim away. By the time I swing the
coil up onto the sand and pull myself from the water, her body's gone. But I can
still taste her blood mingled with the sea salt.
I walk back to the Cornucopia. Finnick's gotten Beetee back
alive, although a little waterlogged, sitting up and snorting out water. He had
the good sense to hang on to his glasses, so at least he can see. I place the
reel of wire on his lap. It's sparkling clean, no blood left at all. He unravels
a piece of the wire and runs it through his fingers. For the first time I see
it, and it's unlike any wire I know. A pale golden color and as fine as a piece
of hair. I wonder how long it is. There must be miles of the stuff to fill the
large spool. But I don't ask, because I know he's thinking of Wiress.
I look at the others' sober faces. Now Finnick, Johanna, and
Beetee have all lost their district partners. I cross to Peeta and wrap my arms
around him, and for a while we all stay silent.
“Let's get off this stinking island,” Johanna says finally.
There's only the matter of our weapons now, which we've largely retained.
Fortunately the vines here are strong and the spile and tube of medicine wrapped
in the parachute are still secured to my belt. Finnick strips off his undershirt
and ties it around the wound Enobaria's knife made in his thigh; it's not deep.
Beetee thinks he can walk now, if we go slowly, so I help him up. We decide to
head to the beach at twelve o'clock. That should provide hours of calm and keep
us clear of any poisonous residue. And then Peeta, Johanna, and Finnick head off
in three different directions.
“Twelve o'clock, right?” says Peeta. “The tail points at
twelve.”
“Before they spun us,” says Finnick. “I was judging by the
sun.”
“The sun only tells you it's going on four, Finnick,” I say.
“I think Katniss's point is, knowing the time doesn't mean
you necessarily know where four is on the clock. You might have a general idea
of the direction. Unless you consider that they may have shifted the outer ring
of jungle as well,” says Beetee.
No, Katniss's point was a lot more basic than that. Beetee's
articulated a theory far beyond my comment on the sun. But I just nod my head
like I've been on the same page all along. “Yes, so any one of these paths could
lead to twelve o'clock,” I say.
We circle around the Cornucopia, scrutinizing the jungle. It
has a baffling uniformity. I remember the tall tree that took the first
lightning strike at twelve o'clock, but every sector has a similar tree. Johanna
thinks to follow Enobaria's and Brutus's tracks, but they have been blown or
washed away. There's no way to tell where anything is. “I should have never
mentioned the clock,” I say bitterly. “Now they've taken that advantage away as
well.”
“Only temporarily,” says Beetee. “At ten, we'll see the wave
again and be back on track.”
“Yes, they can't redesign the whole arena,” says Peeta.
“It doesn't matter,” says Johanna impatiently. “You had to
tell us or we never would have moved our camp in the first place, brainless.”
Ironically, her logical, if demeaning, reply is the only one that comforts me.
Yes, I had to tell them to get them to move. “Come on, I need water. Anyone have
a good gut feeling?”
We randomly choose a path and take it, having no idea what
number we're headed for. When we reach the jungle, we peer into it, trying to
decipher what may be waiting inside.
“Well, it must be monkey hour. And I don't see any of them in
there,” says Peeta. “I'm going to try to tap a tree.”
“No, it's my turn,” says Finnick.
“I'll at least watch your back,” Peeta says.
“Katniss can do that,” says Johanna. “We need you to make
another map. The other washed away.” She yanks a large leaf off a tree and hands
it to him.
For a moment, I'm suspicious they're trying to divide and
kill us. But it doesn't make sense. I'll have the advantage on Finnick if he's
dealing with the tree and Peeta's much bigger than Johanna. So I follow Finnick
about fifteen yards into the jungle, where he finds a good tree and starts
stabbing to make a hole with his knife.
As I stand there, weapons ready, I can't lose the uneasy
feeling that something is going on and that it has to do with Peeta. I retrace
our steps, starting from the moment the gong rang out, searching for the source
of my discomfort. Finnick towing Peeta in off his metal plate. Finnick reviving
Peeta after the force field stopped his heart. Mags running into the fog so that
Finnick could carry Peeta. The morphling hurling herself in front of him to
block the monkey's attack. The fight with the Careers was so quick, but didn't
Finnick block Brutus's spear from hitting Peeta even though it meant taking
Enobaria's knife in his leg? And even now Johanna has him drawing a map on a
leaf rather than risking the jungle...
There is no question about it. For reasons completely
unfathomable to me, some of the other victors are trying to keep him alive, even
if it means sacrificing themselves.
I'm dumbfounded. For one thing, that's my job. For another,
it doesn't make sense. Only one of us can get out. So why have they chosen Peeta
to protect? What has Haymitch possibly said to them, what has he bargained with
to make them put Peeta's life above their own?
I know my own reasons for keeping Peeta alive. He's my
friend, and this is my way to defy the Capitol, to subvert its terrible Games.
But if I had no real ties to him, what would make me want to save him, to choose
him over myself? Certainly he is brave, but we have all been brave enough to
survive a Games. There is that quality of goodness that's hard to overlook, but
still ... and then I think of it, what Peeta can do so much better than the rest
of us. He can use words. He obliterated the rest of the field at both
interviews. And maybe it's because of that underlying goodness that he can move
a crowd—no, a country—to his side with the turn of a simple sentence.
I remember thinking that was the gift the leader of our
revolution should have. Has Haymitch convinced the others of this? That Peeta's
tongue would have far greater power against the Capitol than any physical
strength the rest of us could claim? I don't know. It still seems like a really
long leap for some of the tributes. I mean, we're talking about Johanna Mason
here. But what other explanation can there be for their decided efforts to keep
him alive?
“Katniss, got that spile?” Finnick asks, snapping me back to
reality. I cut the vine that ties the spile to my belt and hold the metal tube
out to him.
That's when I hear the scream. So full of fear and pain it
ices my blood. And so familiar. I drop the spile, forget where I am or what lies
ahead, only know I must reach her, protect her. I run wildly in the direction of
the voice, heedless of danger, ripping through vines and branches, through
anything that keeps me from reaching her.
From reaching my little sister.
Catching Fire Chapter 22
Chapter 22
Peeta drops the sheath and buries his knife into the monkey's
back, stabbing it again and again until it releases its jaw. He kicks the mutt
away, bracing for more. I have his arrows now, a loaded bow, and Finnick at my
back, breathing hard but not actively engaged.
“Come on, then! Come on!” shouts Peeta, panting with rage.
But something has happened to the monkeys. They are withdrawing, backing up
trees, fading into the jungle, as if some unheard voice calls them away. A
Gamemaker's voice, telling them this is enough.
“Get her,” I say to Peeta. “We'll cover you.”
Peeta gently lifts up the morphling and carries her the last
few yards to the beach while Finnick and I keep our weapons at the ready. But
except for the orange carcasses on the ground, the monkeys are gone. Peeta lays
the morphling on the sand. I cut away the material over her chest, revealing the
four deep puncture wounds. Blood slowly trickles from them, making them look far
less deadly than they are. The real damage is inside. By the position of the
openings, I feel certain the beast ruptured something vital, a lung, maybe even
her heart.
She lies on the sand, gasping like a fish out of water.
Sagging skin, sickly green, her ribs as prominent as a child's dead of
starvation. Surely she could afford food, but turned to the morphling just as
Haymitch turned to drink, I guess. Everything about her speaks of waste—her
body, her life, the vacant look in her eyes. I hold one of her twitching hands,
unclear whether it moves from the poison that affected our nerves, the shock of
the attack, or withdrawal from the drug that was her sustenance. There is
nothing we can do. Nothing but stay with her while she dies.
“I'll watch the trees,” Finnick says before walking away. I'd
like to walk away, too, but she grips my hand so tightly I would have to pry off
her fingers, and I don't have the strength for that kind of cruelty. I think of
Rue, how maybe I could sing a song or something. But I don't even know the
morphling's name, let alone if she likes songs. I just know she's dying.
Peeta crouches down on the other side of her and strokes her
hair. When he begins to speak in a soft voice, it seems almost nonsensical, but
the words aren't for me. “With my paint box at home, I can make every color
imaginable. Pink. As pale as a baby's skin. Or as deep as rhubarb. Green like
spring grass. Blue that shimmers like ice on water.”
The morphling stares into Peeta's eyes, hanging on to his
words.
“One time, I spent three days mixing paint until I found the
right shade for sunlight on white fur. You see, I kept thinking it was yellow,
but it was much more than that. Layers of all sorts of color. One by one,” says
Peeta.
The morphling's breathing is slowing into shallow
catch-breaths. Her free hand dabbles in the blood on her chest, making the tiny
swirling motions she so loved to paint with.
“I haven't figured out a rainbow yet. They come so quickly
and leave so soon. I never have enough time to capture them. Just a bit of blue
here or purple there. And then they fade away again. Back into the air,” says
Peeta.
The morphling seems mesmerized by Peeta's words. Entranced.
She lifts up a trembling hand and paints what I think might be a flower on
Peeta's cheek.
“Thank you,” he whispers. “That looks beautiful.”
For a moment, the morphling's face lights up in a grin and
she makes a small squeaking sound. Then her blood-dappled hand falls back onto
her chest, she gives one last huff of air, and the cannon fires. The grip on my
hand releases.
Peeta carries her out into the water. He returns and sits
beside me. The morphling floats out toward the Cornucopia for a while, then the
hovercraft appears and a four-pronged claw drops, encases her, carries her into
the night sky, and she's gone.
Finnick rejoins us, his fist full of my arrows still wet with
monkey blood. He drops them beside me on the sand. “Thought you might want
these.”
“Thanks,” I say. I wade into the water and wash off the gore,
from my weapons, my wounds. By the time I return to the jungle to gather some
moss to dry them, all the monkeys' bodies have vanished.
“Where did they go?” I ask.
“We don't know exactly. The vines shifted and they were
gone,” says Finnick.
We stare at the jungle, numb and exhausted. In the quiet, I
notice that the spots where the fog droplets touched my skin have scabbed over.
They've stopped hurting and begun to itch. Intensely. I try to think of this as
a good sign. That they are healing. I glance over at Peeta, at Finnick, and see
they're both scratching at their damaged faces. Yes, even Finnick's beauty has
been marred by this night.
“Don't scratch,” I say, wanting badly to scratch myself. But
I know it's the advice my mother would give. “You'll only bring infection. Think
it's safe to try for the water again?”
We make our way back to the tree Peeta was tapping. Finnick
and I stand with our weapons poised while he works the spile in, but no threat
appears. Peeta's found a good vein and the water begins to gush from the spile.
We slake our thirst, let the warm water pour over our itching bodies. We fill a
handful of shells with drinking water and go back to the beach.
It's still night, though dawn can't be too many hours away.
Unless the Gamemakers want it to be. “Why don't you two get some rest?” I say.
“I'll watch for a while.”
“No, Katniss, I'd rather,” says Finnick. I look in his eyes,
at his face, and realize he's barely holding back tears. Mags. The least I can
do is give him the privacy to mourn her.
“All right, Finnick, thanks,” I say. I lie down on the sand
with Peeta, who drifts off at once. I stare into the night, thinking of what a
difference a day makes. How yesterday morning, Finnick was on my kill list, and
now I'm willing to sleep with him as my guard. He saved Peeta and let Mags die
and I don't know why. Only that I can never settle the balance owed between us.
All I can do at the moment is go to sleep and let him grieve in peace. And so I
do.
It's midmorning when I open my eyes again. Peeta's still out
beside me. Above us, a mat of grass suspended on branches shields our faces from
the sunlight. I sit up and see that Finnick's hands have not been idle. Two
woven bowls are filled with fresh water. A third holds a mess of shellfish.
Finnick sits on the sand, cracking them open with a stone.
“They're better fresh,” he says, ripping a chunk of flesh from a shell and
popping it into his mouth. His eyes are still puffy but I pretend not to
notice.
My stomach begins to growl at the smell of food and I reach
for one. The sight of my fingernails, caked with blood, stops me. I've been
scratching my skin raw in my sleep.
“You know, if you scratch you'll bring on infection,” says
Finnick.
“That's what I've heard,” I say. I go into the saltwater and
wash off the blood, trying to decide which I hate more, pain or itching. Fed up,
I stomp back onto the beach, turn my face upward, and snap, “Hey, Haymitch, if
you're not too drunk, we could use a little something for our skin.”
It's almost funny how quickly the parachute appears above me.
I reach up and the tube lands squarely in my open hand. “About time,” I say, but
I can't keep the scowl on my face. Haymitch. What I wouldn't give for five
minutes of conversation with him.
I plunk down on the sand next to Finnick and screw the lid
off the tube. Inside is a thick, dark ointment with a pungent smell, a
combination of tar and pine needles. I wrinkle my nose as I squeeze a glob of
the medicine onto my palm and begin to massage it into my leg. A sound of
pleasure slips out of my mouth as the stuff eradicates my itching. It also
stains my scabby skin a ghastly gray-green. As I start on the second leg I toss
the tube to Finnick, who eyes me doubtfully.
“It's like you're decomposing,” says Finnick. But I guess the
itching wins out, because after a minute Finnick begins to treat his own skin,
too. Really, the combination of the scabs and the ointment looks hideous. I
can't help enjoying his distress.
“Poor Finnick. Is this the first time in your life you
haven't looked pretty?” I say.
“It must be. The sensation's completely new. How have you
managed it all these years?” he asks.
“Just avoid mirrors. You'll forget about it,” I say.
“Not if I keep looking at you,” he says.
We slather ourselves down, even taking turns rubbing the
ointment into each other's backs where the undershirts don't protect our skin.
“I'm going to wake Peeta,” I say.
“No, wait,” says Finnick. “Let's do it together. Put our
faces right in front of his.”
Well, there's so little opportunity for fun left in my life,
I agree. We position ourselves on either side of Peeta, lean over until our
faces are inches from his nose, and give him a shake. “Peeta. Peeta, wake up,” I
say in a soft, singsong voice.
His eyelids flutter open and then he jumps like we've stabbed
him. “Aa!”
Finnick and I fall back in the sand, laughing our heads off.
Every time we try to stop, we look at Peeta's attempt to maintain a disdainful
expression and it sets us off again. By the time we pull ourselves together, I'm
thinking that maybe Finnick Odair is all right. At least not as vain or
self-important as I'd thought. Not so bad at all, really. And just as I've come
to this conclusion, a parachute lands next to us with a fresh loaf of bread.
Remembering from last year how Haymitch's gifts are often timed to send a
message, I make a note to myself. Be friends with Finnick.
You'll get food.
Finnick turns the bread over in his hands, examining the
crust. A bit too possessively. It's not necessary. It's got that green tint from
seaweed that the bread from District 4 always has. We all know it's his. Maybe
he's just realized how precious it is, and that he may never see another loaf
again. Maybe some memory of Mags is associated with the crust. But all he says
is, “This will go well with the shellfish.”
While I help Peeta coat his skin with the ointment, Finnick
deftly cleans the meat from the shellfish. We gather round and eat the delicious
sweet flesh with the salty bread from District 4.
We all look monstrous—the ointment seems to be causing some
of the scabs to peel — but I'm glad for the medicine. Not just because it gives
relief from the itching, but also because it acts as protection from that
blazing white sun in the pink sky. By its position, I estimate it must be going
on ten o'clock, that we've been in the arena for about a day. Eleven of us are
dead. Thirteen alive. Somewhere in the jungle, ten are concealed. Three or four
are the Careers. I don't really feel like trying to remember who the others
are.
For me, the jungle has quickly evolved from a place of
protection to a sinister trap. I know at some point we'll be forced to reenter
its depths, either to hunt or be hunted, but for right now I'm planning to stick
to our little beach. And I don't hear Peeta or Finnick suggesting we do
otherwise. For a while the jungle seems almost static, humming, shimmering, but
not flaunting its dangers. Then, in the distance, comes screaming. Across from
us, a wedge of the jungle begins to vibrate. An enormous wave crests high on the
hill, topping the trees and roaring down the slope. It hits the existing
seawater with such force that, even though we're as far as we can get from it,
the surf bubbles up around our knees, setting our few possessions afloat. Among
the three of us, we manage to collect everything before it's carried off, except
for our chemical-riddled jumpsuits, which are so eaten away no one cares if we
lose them.
A cannon fires. We see the hovercraft appear over the area
where the wave began and pluck a body from the trees. Twelve, I think.
The circle of water slowly calms down, having absorbed the
giant wave. We rearrange our things back on the wet sand and are about to settle
down when I see them. Three figures, about two spokes away, stumbling onto the
beach. “There,” I say quietly, nodding in the newcomers' direction. Peeta and
Finnick follow my gaze. As if by previous agreement, we all fade back into the
shadows of the jungle.
The trio's in bad shape—you can see that right off. One is
being practically dragged out by a second, and the third wanders in loopy
circles, as if deranged. They're a solid brick-red color, as if they've been
dipped in paint and left out to dry.
“Who is that?” asks Peeta. “Or what? Muttations?”
I draw back an arrow, readying for an attack. But all that
happens is that the one who was being dragged collapses on the beach. The
dragger stamps the ground in frustration and, in an apparent fit of temper,
turns and shoves the circling, deranged one over.
Finnick's face lights up. “Johanna!” he calls, and runs for
the red things.
“Finnick!” I hear Johanna's voice reply.
I exchange a look with Peeta. “What now?” I ask.
“We can't really leave Finnick,” he says.
“Guess not. Come on, then,” I say grouchily, because even if
I'd had a list of allies, Johanna Mason would definitely not have been on it.
The two of us tromp down the beach to where Finnick and Johanna are just meeting
up. As we move in closer, I see her companions, and confusion sets in. That's
Beetee on the ground on his back and Wiress who's regained her feet to continue
making loops. “She's got Wiress and Beetee.”
“Nuts and Volts?” says Peeta, equally puzzled. “I've got to
hear how this happened.”
When we reach them, Johanna's gesturing toward the jungle and
talking very fast to Finnick. “We thought it was rain, you know, because of the
lightning, and we were all so thirsty. But when it started coming down, it
turned out to be blood. Thick, hot blood. You couldn't see, you couldn't speak
without getting a mouthful. We just staggered around, trying to get out of it.
That's when Blight hit the force field.”
“I'm sorry, Johanna,” says Finnick. It takes a moment to
place Blight. I think he was Johanna's male counterpart from District 7, but I
hardly remember seeing him. Come to think of it, I don't even think he showed up
for training.
“Yeah, well, he wasn't much, but he was from home,” she says.
“And he left me alone with these two.” She nudges Beetee, who's barely
conscious, with her shoe. “He got a knife in the back at the Cornucopia. And
her—”
We all look over at Wiress, who's circling around, coated in
dried blood, and murmuring, “Tick, tock. Tick, tock.”
“Yeah, we know. Tick, tock. Nuts is in shock,” says Johanna.
This seems to draw Wiress in her direction and she careens into Johanna, who
harshly shoves her to the beach. “Just stay down, will you?”
“Lay off her,” I snap.
Johanna narrows her brown eyes at me in hatred. “Lay off
her?” she hisses. She steps forward before I can react and slaps me so hard I
see stars. “Who do you think got them out of that bleeding jungle for you? You—”
Finnick tosses her writhing body over his shoulder and carries her out into the
water and repeatedly dunks her while she screams a lot of really insulting
things at me. But I don't shoot. Because she's with Finnick and because of what
she said, about getting them for me.
“What did she mean? She got them for me?” I ask Peeta.
“I don't know. You did want them originally,” he reminds
me.
“Yeah, I did. Originally.” But that answers nothing. I look
down at Beetee's inert body. “But I won't have them long unless we do
something.”
Peeta lifts Beetee up in his arms and I take Wiress by the
hand and we go back to our little beach camp. I sit Wiress in the shallows so
she can get washed up a bit, but she just clutches her hands together and
occasionally mumbles, “Tick, tock.” I unhook Beetee's belt and find a heavy
metal cylinder attached to the side with a rope of vines. I can't tell what it
is, but if he thought it was worth saving, I'm not going to be the one who loses
it. I toss it up on the sand. Beetee's clothes are glued to him with blood, so
Peeta holds him in the water while I loosen them. It takes some time to get the
jumpsuit off, and then we find his undergarments are saturated with blood as
well. There's no choice but to strip him naked to get him clean, but I have to
say this doesn't make much of an impression on me anymore. Our kitchen table's
been full of so many naked men this year. You kind of get used to it after a
while.
We put down Finnick's mat and lay Beetee on his stomach so we
can examine his back. There's a gash about six inches long running from his
shoulder blade to below his ribs. Fortunately it's not too deep. He's lost a lot
of blood, though—you can tell by the pallor of his skin — and it's still oozing
out of the wound.
I sit back on my heels, trying to think. What do I have to
work with? Seawater? I feel like my mother when her first line of defense for
treating everything was snow. I look over at the jungle. I bet there's a whole
pharmacy in there if I knew how to use it. But these aren't my plants. Then I
think about the moss Mags gave me to blow my nose. “Be right back,” I tell
Peeta. Fortunately the stuff seems to be pretty common in the jungle. I rip an
armful from the nearby trees and carry it back to the beach. I make a thick pad
out of the moss, place it on Beetee's cut, and secure it by tying vines around
his body. We get some water into him and then pull him into the shade at the
edge of the jungle.
“I think that's all we can do,” I say.
“It's good. You're good with this healing stuff,” he says.
“It's in your blood.”
“No,” I say, shaking my head. “I got my father's blood.” The
kind that quickens during a hunt, not an epidemic. “I'm going to see about
Wiress.”
I take a handful of the moss to use as a rag and join Wiress
in the shallows. She doesn't resist as I work off her clothing, scrub the blood
from her skin. But her eyes are dilated with fear, and when I speak, she doesn't
respond except to say with ever-increasing urgency, “Tick, tock.” She does seem
to be trying to tell me something, but with no Beetee to explain her thoughts,
I'm at a loss.
“Yes, tick, tock. Tick, tock,” I say. This seems to calm her
down a little. I wash out her jumpsuit until there's hardly a trace of blood,
and help her back into it. It's not damaged like ours were. Her belt's fine, so
I fasten that on, too. Then I pin her undergarments, along with Beetee's, under
some rocks and let them soak.
By the time I've rinsed out Beetee's jumpsuit, a shiny clean
Johanna and peeling Finnick have joined us. For a while, Johanna gulps water and
stuffs herself with shellfish while I try to coax something into Wiress. Finnick
tells about the fog and the monkeys in a detached, almost clinical voice,
avoiding the most important detail of the story.
Everybody offers to guard while the others rest, but in the
end, it's Johanna and I who stay up. Me because I'm really rested, she because
she simply refuses to lie down. The two of us sit in silence on the beach until
the others have gone to sleep.
Johanna glances over at Finnick, to be sure, then turns to
me. “How'd you lose Mags?”
“In the fog. Finnick had Peeta. I had Mags for a while. Then
I couldn't lift her. Finnick said he couldn't take them both. She kissed him and
walked right into the poison,” I say.
“She was Finnick's mentor, you know,” Johanna says
accusingly.
“No, I didn't,” I say.
“She was half his family,” she says a few moments later, but
there's less venom behind it.
We watch the water lap up over the undergarments. “So what
were you doing with Nuts and Volts?” I ask.
“I told you — I got them for you. Haymitch said if we were to
be allies I had to bring them to you,” says Johanna. “That's what you told him,
right?”
No, I think. But I nod my head in assent. “Thanks. I
appreciate it.”
“I hope so.” She gives me a look filled with loathing, like
I'm the biggest drag possible on her life. I wonder if this is what it's like to
have an older sister who really hates you.
“Tick, tock,” I hear behind me. I turn and see Wiress has
crawled over. Her eyes are focused on the jungle.
“Oh, goody, she's back. Okay, I'm going to sleep. You and
Nuts can guard together,” Johanna says. She goes over and flings herself down
beside Finnick.
“Tick, tock,” whispers Wiress. I guide her in front of me and
get her to lie down, stroking her arm to soothe her. She drifts off, stirring
restlessly, occasionally sighing out her phrase. “Tick, tock.”
“Tick, tock,” I agree softly. “It's time for bed. Tick, tock.
Go to sleep.”
The sun rises in the sky until it's directly over us. It must be noon, I think absently. Not that it matters.
Across the water, off to the right, I see the enormous flash as the lightning
bolt hits the tree and the electrical storm begins again. Right in the same area
it did last night. Someone must have moved into its range, triggered the attack.
I sit for a while watching the lightning, keeping Wiress calm, lulled into a
sort of peacefulness by the lapping of the water. I think of last night, how the
lightning began just after the bell tolled. Twelve bongs.
“Tick, tock,” Wiress says, surfacing to consciousness for a
moment and then going back under.
Twelve bongs last night. Like it was midnight. Then
lightning. The sun overhead now. Like it's noon. And lightning.
Slowly I rise up and survey the arena. The lightning there.
In the next pie wedge over came the blood rain, where Johanna, Wiress, and
Beetee were caught. We would have been in the third section, right next to that,
when the fog appeared. And as soon as it was sucked away, the monkeys began to
gather in the fourth. Tick, tock. My head snaps to the other side. A couple of
hours ago, at around ten, that wave came out of the second section to the left
of where the lightning strikes now. At noon. At midnight. At noon.
“Tick, tock,” Wiress says in her sleep. As the lightning
ceases and the blood rain begins just to the right of it, her words suddenly
make sense.
“Oh,” I say under my breath. “Tick, tock.” My eyes sweep
around the full circle of the arena and I know she's right. “Tick, tock. This is
a clock.”
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